Demon voices
Jun. 26th, 2010 06:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
When the pain gets really, really bad, I stop thinking of ways to manage it and start to feel like a pathetic fraud who is wasting everyone's time. This is so reliable that I can say "Rob, I feel like a useless fraud. Am I having a contraction?" and he can reach down and feel them, yup.
The real contractions feel pretty much exactly like the PTSD flashback ones I used to get when I wasn't pregnant. It's kind of strange.
But oh, I'm almost kind of enjoying this, in its own way.
I'll be back in the pool and offline again soon. But that's how I am now.
The real contractions feel pretty much exactly like the PTSD flashback ones I used to get when I wasn't pregnant. It's kind of strange.
But oh, I'm almost kind of enjoying this, in its own way.
I'll be back in the pool and offline again soon. But that's how I am now.
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Date: 2010-06-26 08:30 pm (UTC)*keeps on sending you strength*
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Date: 2010-06-26 05:59 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-26 10:04 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2010-06-27 03:36 pm (UTC)Best wishes for a speedy delivery (which makes the whole process sound like ordering take-out kabobs, doesn't it?)